So sorry that you are going through such a rough year. My deepest sympathy for the loved ones you have lost. There are no words that can really provide comfort other than knowing other people truly care about you and are praying for you.
I had a year like the one you are going through, that once a month for a while we lost someone in the family. Thought it would never end and had to fight depression. Somehow God gave us the strenght to pull through it.
Will keep you in my prayers.