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  • September 9, 2006 at 12:44 pm

    Sean I sent ya a PM with a stupid question…then realized it was you who started this thread. I can be so blonde sometimes. Just have a laugh and dont bother answering the where do ya live question ๐Ÿ™‚

    Lori

    September 7, 2006 at 11:52 pm

    Oh Maggie what a wonderful outcome! I am so glad she has come so far and done so well. Thank you for your story.

    *Hug*
    Lori

    September 7, 2006 at 11:40 pm

    Hi Jeff

    I was never paralyzed myself, but definitely remember when my legs got heavy! It was such an effort to walk so I learned quickly to do a half walk-half shuffle so I didnt have to use my legs too much (and watch my feet since i couldnt be sure they were actually doing what I wanted them to). It seemed I had more pain on my right side but more weakness on my right. I was so afraid at one point to even try moving my legs or feet if I was laying down. I had this overwhelming feeling that they wouldnt move if I tried to do it. Then that feeling would freak me out so I would have to move them just to reassure myself. It was awful! Then feeling as if I could take a very deep deep breath and my lungs would never fill up or the feeling that I wouldnt be able to take a deep breath even if I wanted to. I am still trying to get over the intense fear I went thru. I may look into that counseling the neuro suggested just to help me let go of that part of my ordeal.

    September 7, 2006 at 11:33 pm

    [QUOTE=marguerite] (I had had a bowel resection in August 1999 because the muscles and nerves in that area had totally stopped doing their job and I had diarrea for months.)

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    Hi Marge

    I have had problems with this as well. I told the dr I saw that it felt as if my stomach and digestive system were numb and weak. She didnt take that into consideration or seem worried. I thought it was stress over all I was going thru and dealt with it. It has gotten better, but I swear I can “feel” when it gets weird from my stomach on down. Nice to learn I am actually experiencing something “normal”.

    I want you to know I am very proud of your accomplishments! I am so glad you are still independent!

    Everyone here has done a wonderful job getting thru this. I am really proud of the strength everyone has shown in the ugly face of fear that comes with this. And thank you so much to all of those who have helped care for those of us who have gone thru or are going thru this.

    September 7, 2006 at 5:49 pm

    Hi Giorgio

    congratulations on your new baby!! Welcome to the world little angel.

    If you would like, feel free to email me the picture and I can resize it for ya to share ๐Ÿ™‚ my email address is [email]average_everyday_sane_psycho@yahoo.com[/email]

    lori

    September 7, 2006 at 4:40 pm

    this is interesting. I have stopped all stimulants like coffee, soda, even excedrine (which was the only thing that helped with my headaches…hey!! I just realized something!! I havent had a headache in almost 9 weeks. Wow!). I find that anything with caffeine sends me into a tailspin. I buzz hard and feel as if I am going to jump out of my skin or could run and run and run until my heart burst. Only had that problem if I had a double espresso in the past, but not now. Anyone else have this problem with GBS in the beginning? Does it get better? I miss Dr Pepper.

    Would this med cause the same effects? Most days I have energy and dont need a nap but I caught a cold and now my body is busy and wants me to get much more rest. I as a bit worried about the need for extra rest but I guess coughing thruout the night and not being able to breathe thru my nose is pretty taxing. I just want to be there for my family and maybe have a life again with them. I’d also like to be able to get back to work with my graphics but it kills me to sit for very long at my desk. *sigh*

    September 5, 2006 at 9:24 pm

    [url]http://www.mdausa.org/publications/fa-plasmaph.html[/url]

    hope this helps stephen…prayers for you and your family!

    September 3, 2006 at 10:01 pm

    Thanks for your story Anne.

    I want to somehow make the medical world understand GBS and help people get the immediate attention they need. The stories of being blown off kill me…dealt with it personally. Everyone’s input here is greatly appreciated and will be very helpful to others. I hope I can pull all of hte information I have learned into a paper and get it in front of doctors somehow.

    Lori

    September 2, 2006 at 2:06 pm

    lyrica can cause gbs?! Wow!! What else can cause this. I have become such a paranoid that I dont want to take anything, touch anything, be around anyone outside of my home. Dont think homeschooling hasnt crossed my mind! Bleach and lysol are my new best friends, as well as Germ x. I know overuse can cause problems so I am careful not to create any super bugs. But hearing that a med can cuase this makes me really nervous. Yikes.

    September 2, 2006 at 1:46 am

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    2. family should encourage GBSers , it s rrule n0 one, every single change is important we have to learn to celebrate recovery

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    My family was marginally supportive. My mom, who also has her own problems, seemed to think her problems were worse than my own even when I could barely walk. “are you fixing dinner tonight?” she would ask…my response is “I can barely walk to the bathroom!”. My hubby cant fix it so he doesnt want to deal with it. I know that sounds harsh, and sometimes it feels that way as well. But maybe it isnt. He has been there for me and would help if i asked, but I havent. He says to keep a positive attitude, “suck it up” and concentrate on getting better and stronger. It has been hard to do this on my own but I have somehow. I think my kids, mostly my middle son, have been the most supportive even though they dont totally understand. It’s wierd, all my life I have had to deal with the good the bad and the ugly on my own it seems. sometimes I feel very lonely and sad.

    8 weeks later I am able to do most everything I was able to before. I get tired easily, have some pain and weakness still, and am learning my limits. I feel blessed that it was hell (mild next to most here) for a bit but is getting better so soon.

    August 31, 2006 at 6:58 pm

    Thanks Doug for your story. This forum has been so incredibly helpful to me and my education and has helped me thru the past 7-8 weeks. I have learned that GBS is so misunderstood by the general public and by the medical community.

    Thanks again and good wishes on a continued recovery.
    Lori

    August 30, 2006 at 11:36 am

    thank you so much for your help with this thread. It is so amazing the differences between people with this. Dr’s have a set of rules they follow regarding illnesses and if you dont follow them then they blow you off. I want to change that somehow.

    August 29, 2006 at 7:43 pm

    neat idea Sean. A friend who has been there sure would be nice sometimes.

    Im in San Diego CA…not even aware of a support group here.

    Lori

    August 29, 2006 at 6:56 pm

    Having to turn to the state for health insurance makes finding someone who will see me difficult. Things are looking up though and I should be able to see another doctor soon, hopefully even though it has been almost 2 months since it all started a new doctor will listen to me and order something different as far as tests go. It would be nice to know for sure that it really is GBS or if it isnt at least some sort of diagnosis other than “anxiety”.

    Has anyone else had to deal with the tightness in their neck? Drives me nuts!! But I am getting better! Slowly.

    August 29, 2006 at 10:51 am

    My symptoms started around the first part of July 06. I am not sure what trigered it, but my son had been very sick with a nasty stomach bug for several days and I was feeling run down and sick myself although not nearly as sick as he had been. and I had also cut my toe at a local beach (it had gotten swollen and funky and I noticed that there was something still in the wound. After I got it out, my toe healed.) Both of these things happened within a couple of weeks of my symptoms starting.

    I had several bad headaches that nothing would touch—I have migraines occassionally but these were daily and my whole head was encased in pain. About that time I noticed that my toes were asleep, I blamed it on my bad posture while sitting at my computer working and told hubby I needed a new desk chair. The “buzzing” in my toes was VERY annoying and no matter what I did it wouldnt stop. Over the course of two weeks the buzzing and pain had spread up my legs to just about my knees. My hands were also involved. I had done a lot of research trying to figure out what the heck was going on with my body, convinced now that it wasnt my computer chair. The symptoms, the way it spread, the way I was feeling all led back to GBS. I was scared! Terrified is more like it!

    I was so scared that it caused anxiety attacks and I couldnt handle it any longer. I headed to the ER where I waited and waited and waited…12 hours. Was told that what I was dealing with wasnt life threatening so I would have to keep waiting. I was finally seen by a neuro who listened to my story, seemed interested and concerned, and wanted me admitted for tests. I spent two days in the hospital, my legs were so weak I couldnt walk well and the buzzing continued. I had no appetite and felt as if my insides were not working properly at this point. After a bunch of tests that included a CT scan, an MRI, a spinal tap, blood work, PT evaluation, a sonogram of my heart and the arteries in my neck…all of which were normal….I was told I was nuts and needed to seek psychiatric care and sent home.

    I was still in pain, still numb and tingling….and it had spread to my upper arms and neck and face but no one would listen since all the tests were okay….I went home very depressed and scared.

    I called that neuro again and again to get a referral to another dr that would accept my insurance (state) and that man never returned one of my calls! I couldnt get a follow up appt with anyone for another two weeks! The dr I saw was concerned and requested my records from the ER and put my on elavil (couldnt take it, made me feel even worse than I already did). By this time it had been about a month and I had stablized. I was no worse and no better. I still have not gotten in to see another neuro because of all the stuff I have had to go thru to talk to someone that will give me the time of day.

    Today, almost 2 months later now, I am healing. The tingling is not as bad most days, the pain is tolerable (much better than my dang neck and throat being weak and numb and not being able to do anything about it!! I would take the pain I deal with over that any day!), I am still weak but not nearly as bad most days. I cant drive too long or my legs fall asleep and hurt, like you squatting to work in my flower garden or to scrub the floor is almost completely undoable. I tire easily, wake up stiff (was so glad to hear you mention that you deal with this too!), it takes longer to “wake up” in the mornings so I give myself a bit extra time for that now, I can not have anything with caffeine in it or I spend the rest of the day buzzing like crazy and jumping out of my skin…too much mental or physical stimulation sends my nerves into overdrive as well so I am learning to relax and slow down. Let’s see what else, I use daily activity as PT and am learning to listen to my body and obeying the limits it sets for me. I still am dealing with my neck and throat feeling weird, my feet and legs do tingle, my face will go numb, my appetite still is poor but coming back, I still have to be careful lifting things and I noticed that when I reach out for something my hand is slow to respond on the grasping part (strange to watch it happening because I am wanting to accomplish something but my body has to catch up with my brain if htat makes sense).

    I have a new insurance and will be making an appt as soon as the card arrives. Not sure if there is anything that can be done at this point but I want someone to tell me I am not crazy and really would like to find out somehow if GBS is the culprit for sure. I am going on everything I have learned here, from reading, and from people in real life who have had it or known someone who had it at some point. Right now it is one day at a time, lots of prayers, faith, self support and rest. My hubby tells me to keep a positive attitude, concentrate on healing and not think about anything else. *sigh* it isnt exactly that easy when you are going thru you own private hell and the fear is still with you. My three kids have really kept me going and kept me sane…and so has this forum.

    My prayers are with everyone daily,
    Peace and hugs my friends
    Lori