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  • November 15, 2012 at 3:24 am

    wow – that is a scarey story jgl!!!!   I have had increased symptoms since the shot… the water droplet sensations and burning, etc   but I also had to skip an IVIG that same time, so not sure which is causing which .. I may skip it next year!!!

    November 15, 2012 at 3:22 am

    Thank yall so much!!! OOO i want to do the massage thing, I have had a massage certificate since LAST mothers day and still haven’t found time to use it!!! My muscles can be so sore, i think it would feel great!!!

    Do any of yall get trigger fingers when you use them (like when I am applying pressure on them, cleaning hard or something like that), my pinkies and thumbs especially get trigger finger like for a bit afterwards..

    Since skipping my IVIG I also have WAY more paresthesias – i keep thinking i have hot water running down my leg and pooling in my shoe, but its just these sensatsions – so wierd!

    November 13, 2012 at 2:39 am

    that’s kind of what my neuro said as well, but of course I still questioned a little in my mind when did my symptoms actually start?? I defintely know when they really hit me.. but I might have had a hint of issues brewing for a while, that I was just writing off as “normal” wear and tear… I had a flu shot sometime in the year before the issues really came to a head though.. but it wasn’t obviously directly caused by it!!!

    November 11, 2012 at 3:49 am

    Thanks so much Kelly – it’s great to hear from you!     I have been doing every 2 weeks, and seemed to do pretty great with that actually.. I still had exacerbations here and there, usually after illnesses.. but there were a few times I didn’t notice ANY decline before the next infusion…. I was curious about the loading dose as well, to kind of play catch up!   I may have to ask about that!

     

    I have thought about a port, but I get a little worried – thats in a deeper vein right?  I feel like my superficial veins are all so irritated, it worries me that “more important” veins could be irritated and I wasn;’t sure if that could cause more problems..

    I have been without the burning/numbness for a few months, at least it hastn’ been bad.. but since going one month it seems back with a vengence.. It’s like im walking on a sandbag, feels so more weird than it used to!

     

    I feel like my veins need a break so badly, but obviously with this trial of going longer (granted, i was SICK with that GI bug, and taking care of sick kids= stress).. I don’t know that I will get a flu shot again.. but I think I feared getting the flu since I feel like illness really sets me back, and especially respiratory illnessess..

    Kelly= that is great to hear she is getting it more infrequently!!! So exciting!!! 🙂

    November 10, 2012 at 3:16 am

    Great to hear from all of you too!!!! Thanks so much for the advice!!

    I had my follow up appointment with my neuromuscular neuro last week and they recommended me get the flu vaccine.. they said people who had acute GBS resulting from a vaccine absolutely not.. but the slower onset CIDP that isn’t felt to be from a vaccine was ok.. and since I work around sick people and have two small kids who go to school, it was strongly recommended.

    Do any of yall feel short of breath with your CIDP?? I have from the get go, that’s why they admitted me 1 year ago. I was so thrilled.. when I went back to the neuros office last week, they rechecked my PFTs (pulmonary function tests), and they were much improved (from 72% to 87%)!!! 🙂  and I was still feeling quite short of breath last week- so I was thrilled to see concrete numbers of improvement! 🙂

    I went 4 weeks without IVIG this past month, which was a big mistake! I had the stomach flu and was so sick for almost two weeks, so couldn’t get it.. they were also going to start trying to extend me to 3 weeks .. though my symptoms started returning – swallowing difficulty, face drooping, hips and shoulders super weak, and my fingers went jello like.. also my foot is super numb (like I”m walking on a sand bag).. all from missing one round of IVIG!!!  Does this sound normal??  My poor veins ache from the IVIG>. they are so irritated.. I feel like they need the break!

     

    Hope everyone is doing well!!!

    August 8, 2012 at 3:13 am

    I Have had aseptic meningitis from IVIG two times- ahh.. it is always rate related.. first time in the hospital we didn’t know id have that reaction.. the other two times it was from trying to increase the rate since I have to go soooo slow (and one of those times i didn’t drink enough water during the infusion, since i fell asleep)!.. I also get a blistery rash on my palms and eczema like rash on my legs about 5 days after the infusion .. this is also a little rate dependent, but not as much as the headaches/neck pain feve/meningitis symptoms! BUT it helps, I can keep on trying to keep up with my life , so I’ll take it!! Good luck!!

    July 11, 2012 at 2:21 am

    glad to hear you got it covered!!! As for the reaction – i had a VERY similar reaction to that.. I was great after the first day of my loading dose and mild headache the second and then in the middle of the night the 3rd day woke up with an awful headache, spine hurt, body aches all over .. I also had the bumpy rash on my palms, feet, back and trunk and a little behind the ears as well. they actually did a lumbar puncture on me and found I did have meningitis (aspectic from the infusion).. it was very rate dependent though – I have gotten it three times in the past year, but never as bad as the first.. the rash on my hands and feet usually is only minimal after each infusion now and a bit itchy on my legs (looks like ezcema).. I also get upper abdominal pain and nausea the first day of the infusion.. but hey!! it works.. soo i’ll take it! 🙂 good luck to you! Hoping you feel better soon and notice a great difference!

    June 25, 2012 at 2:40 am

    thank yall all so much for your kind words, i can’t tell yall how much it all means to me!!! Well, rest didn’t come easy this weekend.. we are now trying to get the house on the market within 2 weeks (while working full time crazy job, two little kids and Ivig, friend having a baby and a wedding ahhh).. I know I need to find time somehow to rest more! My Mom is selling her house in another state and will be moving closer once that happens, which will hoepfully just be nice to have someone else around! Most of my friends all have little ones and big families around, it’s hard since they just can’t even begin to understand and they are all involved in their own lives.. its impossible for someone to really understand all of this without knowing someone or going through it themselves i think.. but I understand that
    I am better (not as freaked out the past 2 days).. spending time with my family and not working AS much really has helped.. it is REALLY REALLY odd- It’s like i have so many symptoms of myasthenia with my eyes drooping etc.. it was 100 degrees out today, i was out for about thirty minutes and felt like I couldn’t open my eye.. sure enough its like my face melted and my eye was halfway shut!! my husband noticed too.. i went inside in the AC and it went back to my now normal eyelid!!??!
    But, then I have the numbness side of it.. i stood up for a long time last night and my foot has been completely numb for 24 hours now. i’m not sure if it’s a coniencidental nerve compressed by my shoes, or what?! My throat thing is a lot better.. (again a MG like symptom, when my hormones are a certain way my symptoms have a major flare)!! SOO wierd!
    Dawn – yea, they actually said I could have an extra IVIG dose this coming week.. so I was planning on doing that.. however my work schedule I can’t change (which is a serious case of frustration for me right now).. and so I can’t do it this week.. If I did I would really run myself into the ground not having a second to recover from it… I am afraid I am about to be forced to make the time .. however if I can get the house on the market first, at least the financial stress will be a lot less (I never ever imagined we would have such a hit from my income.. we have always planned well, but couldn’t have predicted this.. i was a wreck last week when we made the decision to downsize out of this house.. but now I know it will help in so many ways- stresswise and into a 1 story smaller house to keep up with)… my biggest emotional hit was just that selling the house seemed like a admittance that this “thing” is slowly winning, i dno’t want to show any signs of “defeat” but i know it’s best just to plan for the worst, and hope for the best!! I will call my pcp and ask for a swallow study and then an ENT referral too (SOOO SICK of seeing dr’s!!!)
    Dawn – I may check into that sub Q thing.. interesting that she got the rash like me to! They say the skin biopsy “sealed the deal” with my cidp diagnosis.. but I am just weary.. we are talking about going to mayo.. just trying to slowly make an ideal situation for this situation! :0!! Thank yall so much for yalls support!

    June 22, 2012 at 3:46 pm

    thanks so much for your response!! No offense taken at all – I will be the first to admit I am an anxious mess at times haha.. I will handle it really well sometimes, and then when I have a flare or worsening of my symptoms I question my diagnosis (thats’ where my anxiety starts- my first appointment the dr told me I may have ALS), and since i’m not a perfect fit for CIDP (i do have tongue atrophy).. I have this fear eating me away that it is some form of MND or soemthing less treatable than CIDP.. I think if my ncv showed CIDP then i’d rest easier!! I have thought about seeing a psych, but then I think ugh, thats more money haha.. and that is another stressor right now! I guess I also think they couldn’t really know what i’m going through since they haven’t gone through it themselves.. but i’m sur ethey could still help calm me.. and another issues is I am SOOO tired of seeing dr after dr for this!! It is hard for me to slow down with my career and young kids.. we are about to sell our house and downsize which once we do so will allow me a little more of a rest, which I desparately need!
    Glad to hear i’m not the only one with burning viens! 🙂

    June 15, 2012 at 2:56 am

    i have had sciatica in the past (but I also have harrington rods, so I have always atributed it to that). Since not being pregnant I haven’t had any sciatica, but I do get CRAZY bad shocks somtimes down my hips and usualy in my most affected areas. they are fleeting though, but painful!

    June 14, 2012 at 9:20 pm

    Lori- I couldn’t agree more!!! How easy would it all be, if this whole health part of the stress was eliminated, if i could feel good and my body be back to “normal”, I feel like I could do SOOO much!!! but, hey.. as long as I have something semi treatable then I won’t complain, but, as I was in tears last night after my infusion, doesnt’ mean that this whole thing is easy either!

    June 14, 2012 at 9:16 pm

    OO I hope thats some nerve regeneration going on!!! Keeping my fingers crossed for you! thanks for keeping us updated! 🙂

    June 14, 2012 at 9:12 pm

    thanks so much yall!! The polyclonal gammopathy was found when I was in the hospital when i initially recieved IVIG.. it was found in my csf.. no one ever told me anything about it, but in their note they said it was likely a result of the IVIG.. I guess sometimes I wish looking through my records I would find a clue that would explain this all and it would be as simple as one surgery or one something and be cured! 🙂 One can dream huh?
    As far as the papilledma goes- I have had three MRI brains- no tumor was ever found.. I had a spot on one of them – they just said a UBO (unidentified bright object).. I am thought to have possible celiac diease (all of my symptoms started after the IUD incident but that was followed by major GI symptoms and weight loss) when I read that you can have neuro symptoms with the celiac issues I have since (for over a year now) been on a strict gluten free diet, anyhow apparently if you have neuro celiac a lot of those people have UBO’s on their MRI’s too!?
    I wonder if the neuro opthamologist coded that on accident- He told me I had nerve loss, looked like possible past optic neuritis on my left eye.. but said my right eye was normal. he didn’t even MENTION ANYTHING about papilledema, though he ordered a new MRI brain with orbits (which was normal).. I would have thought he would mention that- in his note it said I had pale optic discs BILATERAL, after him telling me i only had that in my left eye, i wonder if he got click happy and accidently checked that.. I was supposed to follow up with him in 2 weeks from that appointment, but each appointment lasts about five hours and they dialate you everytime, so I just cancelled as I just don’t have the time! But with reading that note, I guess I need to go back, and make sure he talks to me more face to face!! Also he is the only dr that has noted my ptosis! I have told everyone that I noticed my eyelid fold change form the beginning of all of this (i went to put on eyeshadow one day and thought how wierd my eyelids were totally differnet), they feel so heavy- when i’m more symptomatic they droop even more (eyebrow and eyelid).. he noted this in his chart without me ever mentioning anything.. huh?? I sure wish I fit into a pretty little box of something treatable(weather it be cidp, MG, etc) so that my mind didn’t wonder and start thinking of the bad things!!
    thanks again for all of yalls help!! I’d be lost without yall!

    June 12, 2012 at 4:16 am

    Great to hear you haven’t had any adverse effects!!! Maybe the fasics are your nerves trying to heal!!???!!! Good luck on thursday- will be keeping ya in my mind that all goes well! thanks for the update!

    June 12, 2012 at 4:14 am

    Canuk – I totally can relate.. I have to have very good fine motor skills for my career, and when this started it hit my hands hard.. I could’nt pick up and do things I need to do – from scooping baby formula, to my job.. I had multiple dr’s ask how stressed out I was with being a mom of two young kids etc etc.. ugh I told my husband.. I hope the only problem is that I am crazy!! That would be an easier fix, and I could at least hopefully grow old with my kiddos! The only thing stressing me out was this situation and how difficult it was to be taken seriously initially! It is in deed very frustrating..
    Kelly and GH- it is crazy how much money I pay for insurance monthly and how much it seems to not cover.. in addition to the stress of being sick, working, taking care of kids,, keeping up with these insane bills adds A TON of stress! Then the stress to make sure I work enough hours each month to stay insured, working around my IVIG schedule!!! Either way I am just thankful that IVIG works!