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  • November 21, 2011 at 10:34 am

    Hi Linda,
    I am also considering contacting NW for an eval on the SCT. I was wondering, once it was over. How long before you could return to working full time or at least part time? My big problem is that I can’t lose my job and I can’t be gone for months and months. How long was the process in the hospital and then after to recover? I am sick of living my live around CIDP. I want to start living a normal life again. Chemo scares me too but so does sitting in an infusion center every 20 days for 6 hours for the rest of my live, getting a medical port installed, and getting sicker if the IVIG stops keeping me where I am now. I want to get the SCT while my body is healthy and I don’t have long lasting damage. I don’t want to wait until I am at the point that I am getting damage to my nerves and I have no other choice.

    November 14, 2011 at 11:57 am

    I agree. I need to get on an anti anxiety drug. But it is just one more doctor appointment to add to my list of doctors that I just don’t seem to find the time to do. I waste so much of my PTO on doctor appointments and infusions that I feel like i never get to use my PTO just to have a day off for fun. I am now having a dental issue (unrealted to CIDP) but between dentists, doctors for my child and my on-going CIDP I just can’t find the time to talk to a therapist. I was hoping to deal on my own and find a way to relax and put things out of my mind. So far, not much luck. Maybe after the holidays I will put it on the top of my list. PTO days renew on Janaury 1 too. Thanks for the advice.

    November 14, 2011 at 10:00 am

    Do you have to be disabled to get the SCT? I have CIDP and am not disabled at this point. I get IVIG every 3 weeks and am able to keep this disease at bay. But I can’t stop the IVIG or I decline. I was contacted by NW a few weeks ago because I had called and left a message. The woman said that you do not have to be in bad condition, just need to show that the IVIG is not stopping your progression. I also tried pred and can’t stay on the pred because of side effects. The woman at NW said I should submit my records to be reviewed. My doctor is against it. He said that it is such a grooling procedure that he would stay on IVIG for as long as I can. But my feeling is that I don’t have much damage right now and if I could stop the progression of my disease now while I am healthy and not in that much pain then I could go back to a normal life not surrounding my next IVIG treatment. I hate living this way. I have much anxiety and fear about my future and the progression of my disease. I know the SCT is still in trial and it is grooling but if it could cure or at least put me into remission for long term I would be greatful to go through it. But I don’t know if it is too much a risk for someone like me. I have mixed feelings. I guess it could not hurt to submit my recoreds just to see if I even get an evaluation. Then go from there. Has anyone gone through the SCT that was not really sick and at the last resort? IVIG is good for now but getting it every 21 days I know I will need a port at some point and i thing $16,000 every three weeks actually costs my insurance company more to maintain me then it would for then to cover the SCT once and for all and get me off their system as needing the IVIG. Just so sick of CIDP and I have only had it for a year.

    November 14, 2011 at 9:30 am

    What does it mean when you are feeling the creepy-crawly sensation at night? Doe that sensation mean that you are having more nerve damage or is it just a symptom of living with IVIG and a symptom of your nerves trying to calm down after a long day on your feet? I get anxiety at night when I feel this sensation because I start to wonder if my immune system is actively attacking my mylin sheath again and causing more and more damage. But then it settles down and goes away for most of the night so I calm down and finally fall asleep. I would assume if I was getting more damage the feeling would not calm down and go away after getting off my feet for a while and I would not feel good again in the morning. More damage would act different and I would have pain upon waking and all during the day wouldn’t I? I am still fairly new to CIDP. Only diagnosed about 11 months ago. Still trying to find a new normal and learn how to get along without freaking out over every little twitch or sensation. But I get so scared sometimes when I feel funny or have pain. Sometimes I think the anxiety I feel is worse than the actual pain and sensations in my legs. The unknown as to how I will be 2, 3 or even 5 years down the way is what really scares me. I am working full time, taking care of my 8 year old daugher. Very busy with being a wife and mother that I don’t know what I would do if I all the sudden was bed ridden or had to use a wheel chair. I can’t lose my job as I carry the insurance and I have been getting IVIG every three weeks. I look at the price when I get the bill and it is $16,000! I could never cover these infusions without good insurance. How do people who lose their jobs and end up disabled deal with paying for the IVIG? I have so much anxiety lately that I just start to cry for no reason when I am alone and no one can see me. I have been short with my daughter lately because I am so scared and I feel alone. My hubby really doesn’t understand my condition and just kind of turns away when I bring up any symptoms or talk about how I feel. He isn’t mean, he just doesn’t deal well with this stuff so he doesn’t address it. I feel alone a lot with my disease. ๐Ÿ™

    October 27, 2011 at 9:53 am

    I got diagnosed with CIDP early on in the stage of my disease. But I don’t have a lot of the typical CIDP symptoms. No muscle atrophy, no loss of reflexes, no loss of sensations. I only had a numb foot to start with and some tingling in my hands. My neuro did a EMG and NCS right away and they showed moderate demilination. Then I had all the regular tests like MRI, spinal tap, blood tests to rule out other diseases. My proteins in the spinal tap were elevated. So she gave me the diagnosis of CIDP and started IVIG infusions within 5 months of my foot numbness. I have transferred to a specialist at the U of M because I feel better having someone who specializes in CIDP instead of a general neuro (but that is just me). Anyway, I have continued with IVIG now every 21 to 28 days and don’t have many symptoms. But if I spread out my IVIG to more than 28 days my tingling and burning on my hands returns and some sluggish feeling in my legs. But I am told that because I started IVIG so soon that I have a good prognosis for keeping my disease at bay. I can only hope and be on top of things when I feel new symptoms. So see if they will start IVIG and if you respond you can get the diagnosis. My neuro said response to the IVIG pretty much cinched my diagnosis. I refused the nerve biopsy as I heard it can take long to heal and cause permanent numbness where I did not already have numbness.

    Good luck.

    October 4, 2011 at 5:23 pm

    Hi Pam,

    I am seeing a specialist at the U of MN for my CIDP. I am currently getting IVIG but am interested to learn more about High doses of cytoxin. Could I ask who you were seeing at the U of MN? I am being controlled with IVIG but already sick of planning my life around infusions and I have only had CIDP for a year. Would love to go into remission. I hear IVIG doesn’t induce remission only controls the diseass.

    September 28, 2011 at 8:42 am

    I know Graves Disease (high thyroid) is actually an autoimmune disease. I was diagnosed with Graves Disease at age 9 and had treatment for about two years to put my Graves into remission. Now I am 46 and I am still in remission but I am told that now that I have CIDP which is autoimmune my Graves could also reactivate and start to cause me problems. So far it has not and my thyroid is still normal. But I am on the look out for any symptoms that might show that I am starting to have hyperthyroidism again. Treatment would be different as an adult. They would probably remove the thyroid and start me on supplements. When I was 9 they wanted to preserve the thyroid since I was so young. I am not sure if all thyroid disease is autoimmune but I know the form of hyperthyroidism called Graves Disease is autoimmune related.

    September 27, 2011 at 3:06 pm

    My CIDP was triggered by a H1N1 vaccine shot back in November 2010 also. But i got CIDP and not GBS. So far I have had mild symptoms that I have been able to live with and control with IVIG every three weeks. But these headaches are new. I think they may be migraine but I never had one that involved the back of my neck so much. Usually my migraines last about a day or two at the very most and they don’t involve my neck. But stress could be a factor for sure. I am having some leg vibrations and stiff knees this week with my CIDP and this is stressing me out because I have not had much in the symptom department lately and now it seems i am having active CIDP again. I am not due for another IVIG for two weeks so I am just toughing it out and feeling stressed.

    September 20, 2011 at 8:48 am

    If you don’t want the biopsy maybe seek another opinion from a different neurologist. Some neurologists will do a skin biopsy. A skin punch biopsy is the easiest and least problematic. A skin biopsy can look for peripheral sensory nerve damage and death. It is a quite accurate measure. I refused the nerve biopsy as I heard that in some cases it does not heal properly and can cause more pain that you did not have before the biopsy. I guess I would look into it before getting something I did not want.

    September 19, 2011 at 10:57 am

    Hi Tina,

    I am glad you said something about high protein and kidney problems. I was not aware it could cause a problem. It prompted me to talk to my doctor and he put my mind at ease. He said that since I am healthy and am not having any renal issues with my IVIG that a high protein diet should be fine for short term but not long term. So now I feel better and know I am not causing any damage. But I have added carbs back at a slow pace anyway just to get to a more normal point in my diet that I can substain long-term. It sure is hard to shed pounds when you have CIDP.

    September 15, 2011 at 4:35 pm

    Not true on the High Protein diet and IVIG causing problems. You scared me because I just started the Atkins diet which is high protein low carbs about 3 weeks ago. I get IVIG every 3-4 weeks. I am not a big eater but since CIDP I just can’t seem to lose weight and my weight has been creeping up slowly because I don’t get as much exercise as before CIDP. I tried just decreasing what I ate and making healthy choices. It did not work. I did not lose a thing and I was hungry ALL the time. So someone else lost weight on the Atkins diet so I decided to try. I have lost weight and I am not hungry all the time. I do crave some carbs but it is getting better as I go into my 3rd week. I just freaked out and called my doctor office. They said in all the years they have seen patients with CIDP they have never cautioned about being on any special diet. She doesn’t think the high protein is THAT taxing you your kidneys that you have to stop the diet. Only if you are a person with kidney issues already and have had issue with the IVIG and kidney problems. She said that if I am losing weight and it is making me feel good then by all means stay on the diet. Since cutting carbs out I not only lost weight but my stomach is not all bloated and gassy. I think carbs stop up your system and cause bloating. Now I won’t say off carbs for ever. After two more weeks then I start to gradually add some carbs back into my diet. But stay with whole grain carbs and healthy carbs from veggies. They said add them back slowly to see where your tolerance level is to maintain weight. Of course I will have the occasional pig out of pizza or cake or whatever. But I plan on sticking to the lower carb higher protein diet for a long time. Just plan on variating it a bit so that it becomes easier for maintenance long term. So I disagree about the whole kidney issue with protein. Do discuss any diet changes with your doctor of course.

    September 14, 2011 at 9:19 am

    Since I was diagnosed with CIDP earlier this year I have been feeling bloated and sluggish. I also was a healthy, active woman with a small child. It was devistating to me too. I cried and cried alone at night many times as I felt this disease was getting the best of me. I felt I was in and out of doctor appointments constantly….using all my precious PTO time up on doctor visits, spinal taps, MRI’s, EMG’s, and then the IVIG started and it just seemed even more consuming. I think I might have turned to food to cope too. But anyway, now 8 months in I am finally getting a handle on this disease. I am not seeing doctors constantly anymore. My IVIG is now once every 3 weeks (I actually pushed it out to 28 days this past month and did good!). Now I need to start to feel like me again. So I started a high protein low carb diet. I think I was up 20 pounds since last year and my clothes were fitting tight. I don’t follow the diet to the T. I just have cut most carbs out of my diet right now. I allow good carbs such as carbs from veggies and some fruits for now but no grains. I have been on this diet now for almost three weeks and I am feeling great! I have lost my big ponch on my belly that was lopping over my waist band. I have more energy and I don’t feel bloated anymore. I take supplements (3000 vitamin D and B12 also plus calcium and multi vitamin). But I think all the carbs I was consuming as comfort food was clogging me up and causing me to bloat and feel sluggish. Now I not only feel great but am starting to feel better about how I look. When first diagnosed with CIDP I started to let myself go… I just did not care about how I looked anymore. Hid in big, baggy comfy clothes and just pulled hair back in pony tail. Depression for sure. But I decided I need to get in gear and get my life back to normal and stop letting CIDP get the best of me. Doing something for me has really made me feel in control of something since I can’t control the CIDP. My hubby has been very supportive in the diet thing too. He has made me meals every night that work with my plan and even makes extra and packs it in a little tupperware container for me to take the next day for lunch. So it isn’t so much about following a specific diet, just start to eat things that don’t stay in your body for long times not metabolizing. But do it in moderation so that you can live on the diet. Do something to make YOU feel better and you will. Good luck… It does get better once the diagnosis sets in and you start to accept it and start to get thing back to normal as much as you can living with CIPD.

    September 7, 2011 at 8:44 am

    What are your symptoms with your “atypical” CIDP?

    September 7, 2011 at 8:42 am

    You are right shellbones. I guess I am grateful that I do have good quality of life on the IVIg. I was not aware that the chemo drugs actually had a risk of causing cancer down the way. I do not want that risk at this point since I am able to control my CIDP somewhat with IVIg. I guess I should count my blessings and enjoy each and every day that I am still mobile and able to get along without too much trouble. It just sounded so nice to not have to think about CIDP all the time and how to manage it with a busy life. But hopefully, like you said, they will come up with a better, less toxic way to treat CIDP in the NEAR future so that we all can benefit and get back to living. Best wishes to all who are going through the SCT. You all deserve to get better and back to a normal life ๐Ÿ™‚

    September 6, 2011 at 1:52 pm

    I contacted the study and received an email back from someone there at the study. I asked if they would ever consider someone who has CIDP but is not at the end for choices with treatment. I am doing ok with my IVIg infusions and don’t have much in lasting damage to my nerves…yet. I wondered why they could not also study the effect on SCT on people like me who haven’t had the disease that long and don’t have long-lasting complications yet. Why not cure us before the disease takes hold of our bodies and causes irreversable damage. Wouldn’t it be cheaper for the insurance companies to pay the large fee once up front to cure us instead of paying $10,000 plus each month just to maintain us where we are at? But she said at this point they are only doing the SCT on people who have failed in all types of treatment and are pretty much at the end of options for treatment. Bummer. I would also love to stop this disease right now before I progress any further and start to live my life without IVIg treatment every 21 days. I hope they approve this as a treatment in the future for all CIDP sufferers.