Thanks 4 all the nice replies.

Thanks for all your nice replies to my thread. I signed up for the forum, because I was hoping to get a referral for a GBS family practice doctor in my area. Without a doctor on your side being approved for disability is impossible.
I am so down – I don’t know if I would even want to share with someone how I REALLY feel.
I feel like God has forsaken me for the last 3 years.
I was alone through the first year of this illness. And now I am living with my mother & extended family members ridicule me for it. Even though I was able to support myself with no job or spouse for 9 months. I worked & was financially independent for 18 years & one illness can take it all away. NO ONE should have to give up there home because they are ill-like I did! Because now I will never be able to relax & rest like I should be doing to speed my recovery.
So many people have been so mean to me since I have been ill. When I read other people’s posts about having support – I don’t know what that would be like besides my Mother & sister.