Feeling better, what’s that?

I still feel everything I left the hospital with nearly four years ago. My feet are a mess, feel like clubs that are constantly asleep, very uncomfortable. Need a cane when out of the house, which isn’t very often. The tight band around my rib cage is most uncomfortable and the pain gets unbearable at times. It hasn’t changed since completion on my initial PP. When I wake in the mornings my whole body tingles so much it’s uncomfortable. My face and hands are the worst and it’s hard to hang onto things until it lessens after less than an hour. I tire very quickly and exercise is out of the question. My Dr. has me seeing heart specialists this week for a stress test among other things. It’s great to hear about those who recover. I can’t imagine how that must feel. I’m still on 5400 Nuerontin and now 200 Lamictal and Vicodin. Sure wish I could recover from something.