Feeling a little better today!

October 2, 2008 at 3:49 pm

Feeling a little better today! Still have no voice right now. Wispering everything to my husband. I feel tired but don’t have that nervousness going on like I had before! And I am sleeping! I’m actually sleeping. Normally you would see me posting like around 2 or 3 in the morning. I went to bed last night at 10 and did not wake up but 1 time and that was to pee and then I went back to bed and slept until 10:30 this morning. It was so nice sleeping in! Ohh it feels so good to sleep. That surgery was well worth it. I see improvement! Although I am sore from the surgery and weak feeling, I see an improvement! Just hope no attack on my nervous system. But not going to think negative here! Thinking only positive! Before my surgery, I had the shakes in my hands like a drug addict or alcoholic would have going through detox! My whole body was shaking with tremors and I was popping out in sweats really bad. Like I was going through withdraw on something. Since that surgery, I have stopped the tremors and shakes and actually sleeping now. I too felt like my body was going to start crawling the walls like I was going to go insane and that has eased up some. Felt my body feeling hyper and now it feels better. Still having adjustments but seem to be far more better than I was. I feel weak and tired but it actually feels good feeling calmed down now! The sleep! Ohh thank-you God! ๐Ÿ˜€ I actually did not even want to wake up this morning. I just wanted to sleep away. Totally sleep and sleep and sleep. My husband has been so used to waking up in the mornings seeing me on the den sofa with my eyes wide open and I even shocked him this morning. I was in our bed family! ๐Ÿ˜€ Was in the bed! Not on the sofa! I hate that sofa! I hope to someday save enough money and get a new sofa. Nothing really wrong with my den sofa except for staring at the color and seeing myself everynight on the thing. And then looking at the ceiling all the time. If I get much better than I am now, I swear I will redo that ceiling color! Better yet redo the entire den! Get rid of all the bad memories in that one room. Time for me to get offline and go lay down again. Overdoing it and don’t want to do that! Especially when I am starting to just feel better! Hugs everyone!