Thank you all so much for your honesty and openness. Admittedly, I took a break from the forum to focus on my mental health and decided to turn back now to report that I am feeling better. I no longer cry each time I think about what I am going through and some of my physical symptoms are diminishing, too. Like all of you, I continue to struggle, but now I am hopeful and excited about the future — thank you for reminding me that I am not alone and that I have a very long road to recovery ahead. I hope one day I can respond to a post and give others the hope and encouragement you have given me.