On the "Reality Check"

This thread totally says it all. Just what I have been mentally torturing myself with for what seems like the past year. Every day I work, which is part time teaching, I question myself as to whether I can get through the day or not. Do I head to the principals office and admit I can’t do it? Or do I wait “one more day”? Like Jim, I am in a small school and wouldn’t dare leave before the end of the year.
I just keep thinking things will turn around and I will be able to handle it.
Hope I’m not kidding myself.
Have an appointment Wed. with the Doc.
Linda, I’m sorry you have to feel this way, believe me, I know exactly what you are saying…but thanks for putting it in words and once again, reminding us all that none of us are alone in this.
JayDee