I am sorry!!

It has taken me two weeks to figure out this forum. I feel like a have been walking in a bad dream. It has been three weeks since we were told that he has CIDP. They are 80% sure Mason has. Dr was suppose to call yesterday with the test results from the biopsy. The not knowing is the hardest. I went thru this in 1995. I was 4 months pregnant. You know the wonderful Ultra sound, when you can tell if it is a boy or a girl. The told me something was wrong with my baby. I carried him 8 months. They did test after test. Week after week. Again, the not knowing. My baby lived four hours. It was the hardest thing I have had to do. I know I sound mad, I sound mad to me. I am trying not feel anything. I am scared if I feel or get to upset I will miss something important. Sorry I am not trying to babble. I am just trying to learn information from everyone, I have learned more from here, than any doctor has told me. Thank you all 🙂