My story(long)

Hi im 22 yrs old i got gbs and spinal menegitis at the same time when i was 14 yrs old all the doc’s said i was soppose to die or somehting but it never crossed my mind. i went through all the works plasma pherisis and trach and was in the hospital for 3 months. then i was sent home and home bound for the next 2 yrs i was in a wheelchair for about 3 yrs and did physical therapy i met like 4 other people with gbs but never seen any as bad as me at the rehab. ive went through it all lil depression things n stuff but always kept my head up i dont give up easy im jus glad i am alive i dont let people or myself feel sorry for me i just think what will whining accomnplish either i can sit here and feel sorry for myself or do something and better myself. ive even fallen in therapy and cracked a bone in my leg and tried to suck it up haha at the time it hurt but now i look back and laugh thinking how can a person in a wheelchair break their leg. ive read a few other people saying they have had problems with feeling or pain, me i have had no problems i feel everything but have some problems with my fingers and ankles still but im working on them every other day to strengthen them up. (i wanna be a bodybuilder one day). back to the sotry i wa sin bed for my first like 9months to a year then a wheelchair for the next 2 yrs then slowly toa walker with foot drop n those afo’s(still use em but a different kind) thena cain and finally past 3 yrs using nothing but would fall once in awhile because i had a problem with depression n drinking alot of alcohol for awhile but finally starting believeing in god and got willpower to do stuff. i had it in my mind it was just me and didnt believe in god because i prayed and felt he never answered them so i decided i owuldnt ask him and prove i could do it bymyself but i was wrong i believe he has been helping me out so much lately and blessed me ive always had a smile on my face both through good and bad times i just wished i would have had more determination at pt as i do now im not sure exactly how far i am from normal im guesstimating around 80% but im never gonna quit until i am at my closest i try and do weights 3-5 a week and jog 2-4 miles a week and “try” and eat healthy because just last year i used to weigh around 120lbs and now i weigh 155-160 im a fatter but i have added some muscle to its all in healthy eating because i feel i dont burn as much calories as a regular person. but anyways now i am enrolled in school(going for Bachelors in Accounting hopefully done in 3 yrs) moved out on my own with my best friend as a roommate and have gone through a great relationship with an ex girlfriend i believe girls have been my greatest motavation for bettering myself i will talk about that later. but this is just a rough dragft i guess mixed up parts and miss spelled alot sorry about that if you have any questions just ask and would be glad to asnwer them. thanks