I can surely relate to your post and it was very well written. Almost sounded just like me and many others. The Chronic Fatigue issue we all get is a hard chore to deal with. But everything you wrote I can relate too! The memories never go away. Every year I too think about my diagnosis and what I went through. Scary thinking back and also scary thinking what could have happened back then. Meaning it could have been a whole lot worse. I hope that this year brings a much brighter future for you and you start getting energy that you have not had in a very long time.