We understand

I will speak for your family online in saying that we understand very well that you want your life back and that surgery, although not usually something a person might look forward to having, can be a blessing if it helps one to resolve some of the neurologic problems and fatigue. It is so nice when you can have hope for answers. I wish very, very much that news is good–or at least that the tumor is easily and fully treatable if not benign. we wish that it is easy for your body to adjust to the changes after the surgery, and most of all–we all hope that you do recover a whole lot and get so strong that you wake up and just wonder if all this were not just a nightmare that passed over you and from which you have now awakened to the sunshine. Hugs to you as well.
WithHope