Try not to out quess this stuf
I was like you. Have a horrible day and you start thinking the worst it’s just natural. My Neuroligist when I first started told me some days a truck will run over you, She was right. One day is awful but latter it gets better.She says Doctors don’t understand why. I to had shortness with my wife,grumpy anxious and other issues. My Doc gave me Lexapor and I bite one in half everyday and now am doing much better. The bad news is with time you learn the hard way what works better and what to expect. This stuff is not easy and can be very difficult on family members. Ask for help.