Tough decision…

It is nice to see you seeking help for once! I know that if I had a chance to do my old job in any capacity, I would do it in a heartbeat. Having said that, today is the first day that I have actually felt somewhat “normal” since I can remember. When I feel like this, I feel like I can conquer the world! I can’t believe that others feel like this every day & don’t try to do more. For me it is all about the fatigue, & there is no way I can fight it & try to teach math to anyone. Do you suffer from the debilitating fatigue? I remember your physical issues, but don’t remember if you have that issue as well.

It sounds like this is something that you really want to do, & it might bolster how you feel about yourself very much & give you a sense of accomplishment. But 60 hours, are you kidding me? Even a healthy person in their 20s would stuggle with that one. I think, if you could do this for a short time period in say 40 hr. a week, then go for it. I wouldn’t worry too much about the facial numbness, those things tend to come & go. If you truly are starting to FEEL a lot worse, then maybe it won’t be possible. Good luck, Dick…