Sorry for your loss

May 11, 2007 at 3:29 pm

Dear Dawn,
Please tell Monica she is in my prayers. I lost a child to SIDS at three months old. He was a great baby. I just wanted to let you know that I believe I was in shock the first few weeks and tried to be normal, but it caught up with me terribly. I went into a terrible depression, got paranoid, closterphobic,couldn’t eat, well just about anything you could imagine. I guess i was consumed about, ” why me.” i did everthing right. Please watch out for her and most of all, let her vent or cry or whatever. It helps heal. If she would like to write to me I would be so very glad to talk to her. You never get over this kind of thing, only learn how to deal with it. I think of little Billy everyday. You and your family will always be in my thoughts and prayers. xoxoxoxoxo Roxie