Reply To: throat collapsing, veins hurt!

June 22, 2012 at 6:51 pm

I am glad you are not offended. You are going through a hard stage of your life, having a chronic disease and now even being forced to sell your house. I am writing this with tears in my eyes.
Have you ever heard of the Kübler-Ross model for the mourning process? It is a simplified description of the complex process of mourning. It desribes five phases of mourning:
– denial
– protest / anger
– bargaining / negotiate / fight
– depression
– acceptance

Of course real life is not as simple as that, you may find yourself in the fifth fase on one day, falling back to the third phase the next day.
Have a look on the internet about this model, e.g. on wikipedia.
Perhaps it will help you a bit to understand what you are going through from the psychological point of view.
Have a nice weekend and take a good rest,