Emma, I did have dream about my husband the other night. He is awake it is the morning time, he is walking around. I tell him you look like you feel good today. He said I do feel good and I am ok do not worry about me. It seemed so real. I wake up and realize it is a dream and start crying.I have dreams all the time that I think he is lying beside me at night. Those ones I knew were dreams. This one the other morning seemed so real. Today I accidentally dialed his work extension instead of another number I was trying to dial. It went to his voice mail. His work had not deleted it yet and of course I started crying. I do not know why I accidentally dialed I guess I needed to hear his voice.

Sherry I had an experience when I was 12 years old with my little sister. She was only a toddler 2 years old . My Dad was backing out of the drive way and did not see my little sister. He heard the thump got out of the car he had backed out completely over her. She had tread marks on her clothes. She told us a man had lifted the car off of her. We told our pastor about it his sermon that Sunday was about angels. A 2 year old would not have known any better either. I believe my husbands spirit is with me now. You take care.

Stormy, I am so sorry for your loss. I know you said a prayer for me when I lost my husband. It is still hard for me since it has only been a little over a month. I will have you in my thoughts and prayers and every on the forum.

I went and visited our family Dr. My husband and I have the same one. I was coming down with some kind of flu. We started talking about my husband and he asked me how I was doing. He said he understood I was the one who found him unconscious. I told him I was feeling very guilty and I cry all the time. He assured me that he knows my husband was glad that he was at home when it happened and that he was with me. He told me to not feel guilty just like all the other drs. told me. My husband also had diabetes, and he said unless I go back 20 years and make him eat healthy then it is not my fault. He also prescribed me some anti depression pills to take just for a couple of months to help me get through the holidays. It is a very small dose but it actually works I do not cry all day long. He wants to see me again in 30 days to see how I am doing. He also told me they do not have wheelchairs in heaven and my husband is not suffering anymore. I felt a little better after talking to him.