You are just a beginner here on the forums.
Come back in 20 years and tell us about your recovery !!!
Now about my God that you say we can’t see with our blind faith. My good friend, I can see my God everyday ! Read Psalms chapter 19. When you read that and you still don’t see God and don’t believe in God…read Psalms chapter 14:1 If nothing else GBS has increased my faith in God. NGG, I would love to lead you to know the Lord and to spend eternity with you in heaven.
I used to mess around with one when I was a teenager…that was about 41 years ago now.
May God bless you with a full recovery…even tho that seems impossible. The new-comers to this syndrome have alot better chance for a better outcome than those in bygone years. Great strides have been made for a more positive outcome.