May 14, 2010 at 8:20 am

We had a company picnic yesterday. I played catch with lady and a softball. It’s easier to throw the softball than the lady. The throwing motion was better than I expected. I can probably jump two inches off the ground, so keep it low. Could move left and right somewhat effectively. I don’t want to call it my “bucket List”, but I did play rather well as a young man, and just wanted to live it again. My daughter starts college in the fall. She’ll be away from home. Pray. I can’t get my head around where I am in my life and where my life my be headed. I’m I doing well? I’m I going to get better? I’m I going to get worse? I know my words are rambling, so are my thoughts. I get a lump in my throat when I read about alot of the heart breaking issues. Pray. Thanks for letting me rattle.