Kerwin! Your story has really touched my heart. Especially about the nursing home you were in. Did not sound like a very good caring place to be in. I took my mother out of one towards the end of January and was not a happy camper when I caught an aide yelling at my mother. She came to live with me 3 months. I pray that you get much better as each day passes and enjoyed reading your story although it was painful reading what you went through and saddened my heart. Will be praying each day becomes better as time goes by! God Bless!