Thank you, that reminds me I will make sure I find all those journals & burn them. So far I know that noone has read them. This reminds me of why my Psychologist is my most important Dr.
Thank you. Love & gentle hugs, smitty

I found that lyrica works better on the pain & all the weird stuff with the legs plus lots of other problems. Have you been on that?
You are definately pushing too hard, please take time to care for you.
Love & gentle hugs, smitty

Sorry you are feeling this way, sounds like it’s bordering on intolerable! Yes residuals are this bad. Don’t take my word for it, seek a professional as soon as possible!!! I will pray for you.
God bless you.
smitty

I hope you have a better time with SSI.than I did. Some get approved right away, and some have to go through the mill, lawyer and all, which I had to do the 2nd time. Do you have a doc that has said you can’t work? That’s a good place to start, to help you get through your phone interview better. I never have figured the system out. The lawyer doesn’t get paid, until you get approved, and Social Sec. pays him. They have a set limit what they will pay and your lawyer must accept it, he can’t charge you for more. I hope that is good news for you, FOM. The hard part is the waiting, but I know you can do it.

I have never had PT, so I thought they could come up with a plan for me to help strengthen my feet and ankles, to help my balance, so I don’t fall all the time. Have you had PT to help you through the good and crummy days–they are a bummer aren’t they? You are not griping; you are venting to people that understand…..I am a pretty good listener and so are a lot of people here. We are your family that truly knows what you are going through.

Work hard to reduce your strength and anxiety, that’s the hard one. One day at a time. All my best to you FOM. Sending you a big hug and keeping you in my prayers.

Emma