you are an amazing person to have acomplished all you have while dealing with this horrible illness. it’s so hard to function on a day to day basis dealing with the ungodly agony, fatige, weakness, etc. and no one can possibly understand what you’re feeling. well, now you’ve found us and we can certainly sympathize with everything you’re going through. i know i feel like a whole new person thanks to all of you on this website. it’s comforting to know that there are many of us who truly feel your pain. i hope your medication works for you and keep getting 2nd, 3rd, 4th opinions. whatever it takes ’til you find a doctor who is willing to listen to you and find you some relief. my prayers are with you.