emotional

Since my diagnosis of immune deficiency, mgus, I feel that a cross word hits me harder, and bothers me more, I just can’t let things roll off my sleeve.
I’ve always been able to take care and stand up for myself and walk away but sometimes I think people know I’m not up to pare, and are taking advantage of it. It’s basically all work (Government) related but I know the real me will be back, it’s hard right now. Retirement and disability don’t sound to bad to me right now but that’s not my personallity. I get knocked down but I get up again because I’m a tough cookie and around this place you have to be. It just isn’t right.