a quick update

July 23, 2007 at 9:56 pm

just wanted to give a quick update…

first, THANK YOU so much for the kind words and prayers. There’s not enough that I can say that would be able to express how much that means to me. You are people that dont even know me, but, praying for me and my mother. You are people that are so very generous with your hearts, no matter what…and that, is awesome.

She is going for a bone scan and MRI tomorrow and having the PET scan Wednesday. Her cancer dr told her that by Thursday afternoon, they would have results and be getting together to discuss biopsy. Tonite I talked to her and could tell she’d been crying. I try to talk about the things that happen in my day to keep her mind off it. It didnt really work.

I am so scared for her. I couldnt sleep last night. I fell asleep at 930 and woke up at 10:15…stayed awake till some time after 1:15am and my alarm clock started going off at 4a. I didnt get out of bed till 5:20. It’s like I am wired and I cant relax. I cant stop b/c when I do, I fall apart. I cant concentrate. I know I need rest…and I’m going to bed soon…
I had the tv on and watched a show called the worlds largest man. Yikes.
I couldnt turn it off b/c I wanted to see if he was going to be able to get out of his bed.

thanks for letting me talk about this .

you are all very very kind people.