Reply To: Dealing with the anger

I have CIDP and my wife is threatening to leave me because of my anger outbursts. Never violent. Just over reacting to small things when I’m feeling badly or scared. She says my behavior is just an excuse. I’m still walking but it is now in my arms and hands. It is insidious. I volunteered to go to therapy and counseling but still every now and then you come apart. I tell her it is not an excuse. I just try to make her understand. I apologize profusely but she says it can’t happen ever again.

I’m scared to death of being alone. Unless you have lived it you don’t know the pain, fear, anxiety, and yes the anger you feel.

Am I wrong to feel sometimes it’s not justified, but it will happen. Now that she has drawn the line it makes life even more stressel worried I will make a mistake.

Please let me know. Thank you and God bless.